I just don't feel good. Don't know which way I am going. Simple things seem so freakin hard lately- both physically and mentally. Im up one minute, down the next five. I feel like nobody is listening, and I don't even know what it would mean if they were. I am afraid to feel. I just want to be loved, want to be important to somebody. I surely miss my grandpa and grandma, and my mom and Thomas. Why do all the people who loved me have to be gone? Why couldn't I see it when they were here and love them back?
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?
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I am sorry that you feel sad and lonely. It isn't a good place to be. I think that each of us wants to be loved. We have to love back though. Often by giving love, I receive it. I have found that "why" questions don't do me any good. Things just are.
ReplyDeleteI hope that the months that have passed have brought some peace and maybe even happiness! My continued prayers.
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